Its hard to keep my self contained,
when all i want to do is just push, pull, and pour my self to you..
but i keep myself as silent as i can,
Though every now and then i slip up a little,
and you don't even notice when i fall on my face in front of you,
never have you understood how attached i have become to you,
you have became a huge weakness for me in just a short time,
never have i had to keep my heart so tightly bounded from anyone as much as i need to from you,
though, my heart would go through a thousand needles just to get back to where we used to be.
if that is what needs to be done,
but the question is, would yours?
Life never makes anything simple to accomplish.
you always have to scratch and claw your way around everything,
always having to throw your heart under a bus just to get any sense of relief.
So what happens when u know following your heart is just gonna end in heart ache?
Do you keep on going cuz u know its gonna worth something in the end?
or do you just hold up the bank, take off your mask, and let the whole thing blow up in your face, and risk losing everything?
