Lil Games

Like a broken record life repeats again
love comes and ends
break up to make up thats how its been for years
laughter and heartache, smiles and tears

When does it ever just end for good
why can't I let go I never understood
we say and do things that hurt so bad
we say its over but can never stay mad

Its like a game playing with the heart
one minute were together and the next day were apart
too many selfish deeds going on here
why can't we just say goodbye and save some tears

We tell each other "I hate you"
than right after were saying "I love you too"
how can we live like this its just not fair
we got 3 kids and its too much for them to bare

You go out and about while I stay at home
you come back to the house with a change of tone
yelling at me and cussing and fighting
turning your back when I confront you about lying

Than you walk out that door and pretend your moving on
but right when I'm doing ok alone you come back along
you tell me you want to be with me and this time it wont be the same
telling me you love me and calling my name

I hesitate for a moment and think about the game
but deep down in my heart I know I still love you the same
Its hard to let go of this hold you got on me
its hard to say goodbye when you're the only future I see

Sometimes I get mad and annoyed looking at you
I say things out of anger that I don't believe is true
Ive gone out with my friends and have done some things
and the truth of the matter only problems it brings

than you use that against me and act like you did no wrong
when all of these years its been you stringing me along
you say that you don't want me and that you can find better
but each and every-time we always end up back together

now this time around your using my past
saying you don't need me and this shit wont last
you tell me you hate me and call me every name in the book
failing to realize it was my life that you took

You played more games I just went along
like a broken record repeating the same old song
you break my heart and I take you back
you do it again and I live with the fact

that you can never change unless you really wanted to
but after all these years I should have already saw a change from you
so when can I have my heart back with me
when will that day come where I can just you be