Baby no matter Wat I do I cant get over u. I cant explain it I dint know the reasons why all I know your in my mind I think about u all the time but I know is not alright. I want to let go and never look back but then I start to wonder on all the good times we had. it hurts to remember it hurts to forget Ur like a long December that never seems to end. I'm here lost without u u were always there for me my liefs empty without u y did u ever leave. everything u told me and did I believed I loved u more than anything how silly of me. but that was my mistake u took my trust for granted but I'm the one to blame. I should have known better than falling in love with you in the end I dint regret it but I wish I knew . I would have tried to deny the love I had for you maybe lying would heaved saved me from the pain you put me through. but I couldn't help falling blame me for trying for being honest and true. Ur like a long December that never seems to end it hurts so much to remember but one day ill forget
