I thought I could do this; start believing in you,
But you hurt me so much, I just don't know what else to do.
I don't want to see you, I'm afraid I may break.
I should have known all along; I was making a mistake.
I don't even know why I bothered to try,
I knew all along you'd be the one to make me cry.
I should have realized you were all the same,
But why is it so hard to even say your name?
You were the only one I decided to let in,
When people ask "what happened?", I won't know where to begin.
I thought I could trust you, but boy was I wrong,
I have to pretend, and I have to be strong.
I can't think about you, I have to keep myself together,
It doesn't matter that I thought you would be in my life forever.
I have to be strong, I can not cry,
I have to avoid your gaze, I can not look you in the eye.
Things will be hard, you were helping me through,
But no longer do I have any trust within you.
I have to pretend, I won't let anybody else in,
You were the one that broke me, I guess you win.
I shouldn't let it get to me, but I thought you truly cared,
I don't know if I trust you with all of the secrets I shared.
I can not explain how angry I feel,
I still don't believe that any of this is real.
The words you said, always cross my mind,
But why the hell can't I leave you behind?
I need to forget you, I have to let go,
I can't do this anymore; just thought you should know.
