Burning

The burning my lips felt,
After your kiss,
Just didn't feel right.

When your tongue touched mine,
There was no feelings.

I felt nothing of that kiss ,
It was just a lesson learned.

When you said that smart ass remark,
I just want ed to kill myself for what I've done.

I killed my promise,
To myself,
And have been unfaithful to you.

You won't break up with me,
I don't know why not,
I did you wrong.

I feel like crying tears of blood,
I feel like beating myself up
Because I'm so stupid.

I really wish I could redo last night over ,
I'm so sorry,
I didn't plan for this to happen.
I feel so shitty for doing you wrong.

I feel like dying ,
What if it's never the same?

I hurt you,
And myself,
I don't think I can EVER forgive myself.