What do I say to someone who treated me like shit?
What do I say to someone who used me so many times?
To look into the face of the devil everyday
Made it hard to stop on dimes
I was so hurt by everything he put me through
It was so hard to have to face people everyday
He made me cry about everything and hit me many times
Made me feel pain from day to day in everyway
I felt like everyone knew what was going on
They looked down on me and I knew they knew something
What did I do to make him so mad?
Was it something I said or something I did it was worse in the spring
I will never know what I did
to make him do the things he had done
I would never treat my kids that way
Everytime I just wanted to run
I did runaway once
only to get beaten that night
To get bruised and abused
I would never win that fight
I did come out and survive in the end
With my mother as my saving grace
she stood by my side through the rough days
In her heart I will always have a place
