It was a sense of right.
A sense of being.
It was wrong to be right.
It was wrong to feel.
I wouldnt leave me.
It only became stronger.
It was a loving leach,
Sucking the life away.
It was beautiful, horrible, magnificent.
I was nervous, powerful, bewildered.
I felt alive.
My evil angel delivering doses,
Of the worst,
Most wonderful pain.
My evil angel keeps me warm,
My evil angel keeps me safe.
My evil angel, All mine.
Slowly turning me,
Into everything I want to be.
My evil angel,
Has defeated me.