Hard times ;

Just listen ;

do you even understand? do you even know what I'm going through? do you ever think behind that smile is really a brokenheart and tears? do you ever think that maybe she's so good at pretending she's alright when really she's not. When her life is falling apart, that she doesn't let anyone see. That when the lights go out, she breaks down and she crys. It's the same every night. She's so broken and tired. Sometime she has suicidal thoughts on her mind, she just wants to take that knife and say goodbye.

She just lost her bestfriend and her grandpa's about to die, it's been so hard lately ; it's hard to stay strong, wanting to talk to your bestfriend about all the troubles you got, she's not even there anymore, so who do you turn to now?

she's always in a bad mood now, thinking things will never get better. She says its hard to stay strong when her world keeps wanting to crash down. That suicide is having a better thought everyday. I think she needs some help before she does something stupid .  

**wrote this a week or so ago,
my grandpa just passed away, and now it's even harder,
I wish I had my bestfiend. :(