You made me worthless

You made me worthless
You made me feel like I didn't matter
Made me feel alone
Made me myself esteem shatter

I said I'd never forgive you
Til this day I just can't
I've tried and tried my best to
And all I do is rant

It seems like just yesterday
You were hitting me and causing pain
Throwing me down to the floor
While you took the Lord's name in vain

I'll never understand what I done
to make you that mad
I just wished it didn't happen
But I will no long be sad

Its been 5 years
As of june of this year
Since you went out of my life
And during that day I didn't shed a tear

You made me worthless
You made me feel like I didn't matter
Made me feel alone
Made me myself esteem shatter