I wonder what it would be like to just lay down and die.
To close your eyes and simply stop breathing.
To succumb to the blackness.
I imagine it would be peaceful, quiet.
Choosing to fall into darkness.
To have the power to simply stop existing.
Some may say that I do have that power.
But they're wrong.
The ones who have that power are the ones who love me.
I can't choose to take my own life.
Just like I can't choose to take someone elses life.
I just can't.
I don't have that power.
The only way I would have that power is if the ones who love me, stop.
Then and only then would I have nothing left to live for.
