Social Anxiety Disorder In Me

Pain in my heart runs red
splattering everywhere in my path.

The tears in my eyes
crawl like crimson waterfalls.

My deepest haunting
is being stabbed
and stabbing others.

My heart wants to open
but is always repelled
by the force of fear.

I love others,
but fear I'll never be loved back.

My past is riddled
with wounds through my mind.

I pray my heart will someday be free
to show the real love inside of me
that I've always had for everyone.

This is my peace of mind
to prevent others from my pain.

Keep faith alive
and never let my past
become someone else's future.