I've lost my love for the better
lost my mother
because of my own stupidity
cried for my brother
because he suffered at my fault
I am spinning out of control
I don't know where I am
or who I am
Lost in a sea of misery
never thought it would be me
I was strong and brave
No I have nothing left to say
A slight breeze could knock the wind out of me
not to mention the army of problems that have
attacked my doorstep
I am just going to lay down and sleep
hopefully this is a dream
