Finally Letting Go!!!

I look back and remember
Remembering everything I used to have
Remembering everything I never had
Just Remembering

It kills me to admit the truth
The truth that everything did change
The truth that nothing will never be the same
The Truth

People change for a reason
Do you believe that completely letting go of something or someone is a good enough reason to finally move on and completely let go?
Why can't I let go?
Well I have but I'm not happy.
I need to find my special someone to make me feel complete.
I need to find my special someone to help me be me.
I need love in my life but I'm afraid to get hurt.
Hurt as in heartbroken.
How do I do something I am not used to doing or completely stopped doing for the past few years?

Right now I just want to be me.
Slowly but surely I am finding new things about me.
I know my disadvantages and I know my strengths.
I'm starting all over again.
It is what makes me happy but not complete.
Not completely enough to be me.
I cannot wait for the day that I am happy again.
Happy will only happen when I am able to be me.
This will only happen when I let go of my past and not regretting of doing so.
When I'll be happy to know that I was strong enough to let go.