Your the only one that I can honestly say Ive ever truly loved.
You brought so much joy into my life, but then you brought depression. When I see or walk passed you my heart skips a beat. I've tried to move on and forget about you and trust me many times. But whenever I think about you the link that somehow holds me to you does nothing but grow stronger. Your the reason for my happiness but also the reason for all of my sadness and tears. When I think about that night when you first started ignoring me, it brings pouring rain to my eyes, a sharp pain in my heart, and a twist in my stomach that is strain enough to take away gasps of my breath. The desperate erge that I feel to have you back into an important part of my life runs freely through my mind trying to find a spot of courage to instead of think but actually complete this task that i long to fulfill. My passion my love and my addiction to you has not gotten smaller but instead continues to grow larger an larger day by day, week by week, month by month. I will always remember the bond that we once shared and that I am still dying to have back for years to come. And you will forever and always hold a small fragment of my heart even when I don't want you to anymore. And I hope that one day you realize that you care about me as much as I care about you. And give me another chance with you....my one true love.
