I'm so confused

The confusion of love is killing me.
The angst of the heart has entrapped me
Wrapped its vine of thorns around me so tight
That I cant get out without trying with all my might
Every time I move, there is just so much pain
I try to get out but my efforts are in vain
The vines are so tight I feel like I am in a vice
So with every breath there is a new slice
into my body
into my heart
into my being
The physical attraction first pulls me in,
Then my heart gets involved and walls are so thin
It keeps me like a lion in a cage held at bay
Just able to watch people go by, day by day
Never able to fulfill my natural instinct to run. Run fast and far
Just able to sit and sit just looking at the bars
No where to go
No where to run
No way of escape
The emotions of it all just wont let me be
Making me so blind that I cant see
Why does love and emotions have to be so hard
Why does my heart not have some kind of guard
Why can't I stop it�.why cant I just let my life pass by
Without heartache, without love, that makes we want to die
Without letting it hurt with every breath that I take
Without making me pay for every mistake I make
Without letting it change me
Without letting it bruise me
Without letting it sting me,
And give me so much, so much pain
Without letting it take me,.,,take all of me..