Have you ever woke up thinking about that one important man
And then suddenly realizing he's not there....
That he's not yours..
That you lost him...And that ...
He's not coming back...
Or have you ever walked down a street...
And thought you seen him ....And your heart stops..
It skips those few important beats ...
You get butterflies...
And then your heart breaks silently...
When you know he's holding her hand.. as he did yours...
You want him back so badly ...
That you would give your whole life...
Just for one more yesterday...
Just for one second to have those feeling again !!!
Just for him to say those three words....
But you come crashing down...
When he looks right past you and doesn't even see you ...
Tell me how can someone who you love ignore you like this...
How can he not see and know you love him...
And STILL !!!
After all the pain he's caused you
He hurt you, he broke your heart, time after time ...
Again and Again ... Until you got fed up ...
And you left him ...
Maybe this was your worse mistake you ever made...
Doesn't he understand the word LOVE !!!
Yet he said it to you often enough...
You find yourself wonderin
You find yourself torturing yourself ..
About the past ...
Your relationship..
You come across the photos of you two ...
And you break down ....
The few years apart from you were so hard ...
Then strangely one day you hear him across the room
You want him back in your life...
Even if he is just a friend ... You want him to understand...
You need him to be there ... You miss him ...
But you cant have him... You should stop needing him ...
He needs her, his wife ... She has him, her husband ...
And that's the end... You can't turn back time ...
You can't change the past ...
But ...
If I could ..
You hope he knows you would change it Yourself ...
The Relationship...And the ending...
I made you a Promise !!!
And so it has come to Pass !!
Walking away never to see your smile !!!
Feel your kisses !!!
Or Hear your voice...!!!
Before you say anything ...think... look into my eyes...
And then say you don't love me anymore...
Then I'll Believe You .
Always Loving You
Never wanting to look back
Never wanting to lose you !!!!!
