Sometimes when no one is looking
i cry,
i sit on my bed ,
drop my overbearing head,
and let the water spill from my soul,
i let my heart sing a woeful song that many can sing along,
i cry cry cry-
til my eyes are screaming for me to stop,
and then i cry some more
i cry for all i have
for i have not
i cry for the people that are dead
and people i forgot
i cry for my misfortune
i cry for my luck
i cry for the time i live in
i cry for what its not
i cry for so long
yes i admit i get my crybaby on
i cry and i cry
i cry for the mother i had
i cry for the mother i have
for the father i didn't have
for the sisters i raised
for the one i did not
for the lost of my unborn siblings
for the lies they caught
for the person i want to be
for the person i seek
i cry and cry
until my pen is dry
until the ink tells me goodbye
til the paper is no more
til the notepad gets mad
and I'm completely empty
then i don't i stop crying
to my strong women who have their breaking point <3
