I Hide My Face Within

I sit in the chair with my head down,
making sure my face is not shown.

I sniffle, but it's winter, obviously a cold,
it's not, i hide these tears left untold.

I cannot focus on the professor infront,
anxious as my pocket holds a blunt.

They notice I'm distracted and ask me to stay,
but I do not listen, i just want to get away.

I drag through the halls with my eyes to the ground,
each lifeless step never makes a single sound.

I don't want anyone to approach me,
I don't need someone commenting on what they see.

So I hide my face within these classes and halls,
my days left unspoken i'm a torn down wall.

I know you have never noticed me before,
I don't exist, it's fine, of me there will be no more.