Holding In Her Tears

Her friends have no idea, she walks around laughing holding in her tears, because if she lets them out she'll have to explain. Thats not something she wants to do. She can only say its a long story, because she doesn't even know how to explain the half of it. She don't know how to make the pain go away. She cries alone in her room, texting people saying laugh out loud. Shes not really laughing, just hiding her pain over and over again. Until one day she gets sick of it, she finally has enough. She gives up, and gives her life away. She's no longer alive. Her friend finds her dead in her room. With a bunch of tissues, and the truth all written down.