There's no cure to this heart ache. I pretend to be okay everyday. I have a fake smile glued on my face day by day. It comes off as soon as I'm alone. See no one understands whats really happening to me. I was always there for you. I thought we could've been good friends. But you just got away, I let you leave. I should've texted you I let an ex-best friend help me with that. Why'd I listen to her, please tell me! Do you know the answer because it kills me more inside everyday. And even though I have the love of my life right now, I'm still living my life saying what if?
