Blind

I know that it's useless
My longing that's for you
But I just can't help it
It's all that gets me through
I love talking to you
And that you can trust me
I know you can't see this
But you should be happy
I know you deserve it
Even if you think not
If you open your eyes
You might see what you've got
I know that we love you
And you should know that too
The people around you
They all care; we all do
Maybe when you see this
Then you just might see me
I'm here waiting for you
And here is where I'll be
I've been here for some time
So this you may not know
I'm waiting for you still
Won't let my feelings show
I've tried saying something
Last time it all screwed up
And now it's all better
So should I just shut up?
I don't want to hurt this
Our friendship is too good
But somehow I want more
I don't know if I should