And I am ready
But I like to say that I am not
In order to protect my heart.
I need someone.
And I push people away
People that could be a possible lover
Someone who would hold me under the covers...
Whenever I think of finding someone new
I am a little hesitant
Because I know that he could NOT compare to you.
I know that, I really do.
He wouldn't know how to hold me
He wouldn't know how to kiss me
He wouldn't know how to make me smile
And all the while
I'm not sure if I want someone new
I don't know if you
Will ever come back
I know that you love "her" and that's a fact.
But I still love you
And you must have still loved me too.
You wouldn't have walked 4 blocks to see me
You wouldn't have came to the water that day.
And if I could rewind time,
Back to the beach that day
There are so many things I would say.
Yes, I know I write about that all the time.
Things are easier written down
Than being said
Making me look like a clown.
All these thoughts cloud my head.
You wouldn't have kissed me
Twelve thousand times.
Any ways, when you held me
It felt like it did when we were together.
And I was at peace
With you, with me, with us.
Even though there were so many things
I felt bad for.
So many things that I regret
Just so you know, I'll always be here so don't you fret.
He wouldn't know what to do
He would be someone new
Someone who I'm not used to.
Someone who doesn't know me
They way that you did.
Someone who doesn't get my humor
Someone who doesn't understand my anger.
Someone who doesn't know.
Someone who doesn't know what I've been through.
I can't deal with the unknown
I need someone who has been there
Someone who knows what to expect
Someone who will be perfect
With all their imperfections.
Like you.
You.
I need you.
But maybe I need someone new.
Since you're in another state.
What am I supposed to do?
