I woke up today;
some chill air; crisp weather;
some dark clouds;
some people walking; some standing...
i was above them; watching it all
but there was one more;
watching us all...
i gazed at the sky
it seemed pretty dark;
i could see some rays of sun;
wanting to shine;
unable to find a clear way down...
why it is so calm?
what message you trying to give?
why does this air seems so breathless?
why does this day seems to be non-existent?
i got up; i wanted to meet you directly;
last night was too heavy; too dark; too sad;
you were crying all along;
i was helpless;
it was middle of the night;
i was unable to walk out of the door;
i told you to wait(who'd knew I'd be late)
I'm so close, yet so far...
shh.. it's tearing me apart...
what should i do? i wanna be there for you?
i got up ready; ready to leave;
bought a rose from the road; walking fast along with the breeze...
i got a call all of a sudden; i whispered, yes Hello?'
he said, I'm Sorry my friend, he said "she's no more..!!"
i heard it loud; i heard it clear...
i can't believe what i just heard;
i can't believe she's really gone..!!
A game...
yeah that's what it is;
a cruel game of destiny;
now all i do is stand alone;
while your memories flashes back...
the rose fallen down;
but not a single tear;
the world seem dead; but i was pretty much alive;
i pinched myself; thinking might be a dream...
OH... it hurted; it was not any dream..
i still stood alone;
i gave a weird smile; i looked at the sky...
and said in my mind,
"is it to see this day you kept me alive?"
that weird smile; it never faded;
it sought redemption; it had pain; it had tears;
it had everything you can name...
"I just wish if it should rain?"
the day i have my redemption;
the answer for this insanity; this cruelty;
you; the one; watching from above...
i want to hide my tears when it's all done;
i want to cry about all those days I've spent without her...
