And the days seem to get longer
As the nights stay the same
I wish I could see your face
I wish I could hear your name
Without shedding a tear
It's been so long
Since I've seen you dear
But you're gone
Forever
I won't again see you, never
I cry at that thought
I'll never forget all the things I've been taught
All the lessons I've learned
All those memories, in my mind, they are burned
Forever they will stay
Whenever I lose my way
I think of what you would say
It makes me believe again
That I'll be ok
The pain has stayed for too long though
I need help soon, I know
I've become too destructive
I need some advice, something constructive
I need you here to tell me what to do
I'm so very lost without you
No one knows the pain I carry with me
A pretty smile, and happy face is all they see
They all believe I'm fine
As I drown my sorrows in a bottle of wine
I feel as though my mind has gone black
And all I need is you back
It's not fair that you were taken away
You were so strong till the very last day
I wish I could be like you
Some say I am but I know it's only half true
I'm weak, too weak to be strong enough to not feel like this
I should be happy, thankful for my opportunities
But all I think of are painful things, too hard to dismiss
I'm stuck on the memories
