Ever had sleepless night?
Ever thought about all the days you cried?
Ever thought as if like you'll never shine?
Ever wondered what if this isn't your life?
Never thought life would've gone such ways,
I'm trying to survive as I can't bear the pain,
this is one game played over and over again,
I've just lost the will to change...
Sometimes l feel love is poison,
sometimes I feel love doesn't exist,
sometimes I wanna know why always me? while sometimes I roam around the realms of past carelessly...
Sometimes I'm so much down and out,
sometimes I feel to just scream and shout,
sometimes I do but deep inside myself,
Coz every time when I open my eyes,
no one's around...
In this realm of pain I live and suffer,
in this bloody world I strive for a hunger,
a hunger none other than being loved,
a hunger to have someone to hold and lean on...