I Want My Life To Go Back To The Way It Was Before.

I Walked Into The Lunchroom, At The School I Attend Now.
It Was Breakfast Time, I Just Came Out Of The Line,
I Sat By My Best Friend, As I Usually Do.
Then I Looked Straight Ahead, And I Saw You.
You Were Sitting With The Girl, Who Had Taken My Place.
I Bent Down, Pretending To Tie My Shoe Lace.
I Needed A moment To Think This Over,
Right Now I Wish I Had A Lucky Clover.
I Wished That I Could Be Invisible, That I Would Disapear.
I Did Not Want You To See, My Little Tear.
I Tryed Not To Let It Fall, But You Were Holding Her Hand;
If You Ever Loved Me At All; Then You'd Understand.
I Hurried To Get Up, Then My Best Friend Had To Ask The Question.
"What's Wrong?" I Thought By Now She Would Have Learned Her Lesson.
Another Tear Fell, Then I Started To Cry.
You Really Cant Say that I Did Not Try.
Why Do I Still Love Him, Why Do I Still Care?
Why does This Life Have To Be So Damn Unfair?
I Want My Life To Go Back To The Way It Was Before.
Why Is The Hell Is My Heart So Sore?
I Realized Just Now, that It's The 22nd Of October.
It Would Have Been a Year Today, I Have Loved You so Long.
Maybe It's Time For Me To Just Move On.