Thoughts of the "negotiator" overwhelmed me.
bold. upfront.
nude is how he would see me. hot and wet is what he shall be.
begging for my father.
please take me now my only father.
by my side since day one but i will never know.
pull me. push me. beat me into submission my father.
brutal like a jealous brother.
blue eyes are a reflection of the very creator
i know what i have done
i pride in all that i have overcome.
much time passed and i spun
as still as one could be. no breath. no life.
i bed
more and more
landed back in my lap a i hailed to be.
the middle is fading
walking on the left. something that will not stop. the coming back of me i must accept.
writings that prove that the quote "we only live once" does not refer to death
i loved once
love so intense that all one can do is make a point to destroy every part of bliss
never has a day passed where
the rest has rested
now i sit and hail
loved
lost
alone
frantic is the transition back
