How is it fair?
when you got no one to listen to you?
when there's no one to hold you?
when there's no one to wipe those tears?
when there's no one to give you a hand against your worse fears?
while you sit around a dark corner;
watching them all smile;
and you silently fade away; time after time...
i remember when i made one mistake;
a mistake never wanted to make purposely;
after that everything just changed;
i remember when they used to stare at me with hate;
and i staring back at them...
at times when i watched myself in the mirror;
that reflected me and those eyes of mine;
which had nothing but hate for those who hated me...
sometimes these eyes of mine even cried;
but no one could see as it all happened inside...
invisible under those thread of darkness;
a place where you only feel despair;
and nothing more than being hurt;
why is it so unfair?
when you can't be the one who you want to be?
when dreams shatters to the ground like water during rains?
when people's endless glare turns your love for them into hate?
which leads me; and leaves me back to one place...
the place where all i see is darkness;
this thing i feel when i know and I've realized that I've lost my way back;
a place where I'm left with the gut and the most painful feeling of being in...
