In the darkness of the night
Self destruction infects my being
As it slowly invades
Without me even seeing
It makes my soul so violently heavy
And pain seeps throughout my veins
Suffocating my every thought
Trying to make me feel insane
My heart begins to ache from deep within
As tears fall from my weary eyes
One by one they try to escape
Bringing with it the lonely cries
My self esteem is depleted
My mind so distant and weak
I keel over in agony
I feel unable to speak
I wish the sun stayed beaming strong
And didn�t set into the horizon
then the night couldn�t torture me
Leaving tear stains on my pillows.
