I lay here and shed my tears,
shove my face into the pillow.
Holding the necklace so tight,
knowing it could be coming to an end soon.
I'm scared.
There's no changing the way I feel about you.
Somehow it feels like you've changed.
But I know in my heart thats all a lie.
How could I let this all happen,
I've become weak.
I let my guard down.
You're going to hurt just like everyone else.
You're turned cold,
your making me heartbroken more each day,
You said you never would.
But now it seems like its getting worse.
I can't stop it,
So i'm giving up on my self.
I want to die,
just leave me alone.
Why did I think differently of you???
Because you showed me I could,
Then let me down.
I don't know how you did that.
I don't know why you did that.
You made me scared,
Scared of what's going to happen next!!!
