I Promise I Wont

Let me just say that I am happy for you
I hope the best for you two!
And I promise I'm proud of you for who you've become
And how much of the bad you've left undone

I promise I wont say anything of our past
The days we spent together up until your last
I wont say that I was asked first to be forever
Because it leaves a terrible taste I try not to remember

I promise I would change it if I could
And switch my answer to what it should
I wont say who laid in your arms before you had to leave
Because bringing it up makes it so hard to believe

Hard to believe that I promised a long time ago
That we would never separate and end this show
I wont say one memory of the years we had
We shouldve drank it all down before it went all bad

I promise I wont ever share another kiss with another like you
I wont stick around with another if they pulled shit you put me through
I wont say I regret being addicted to your craziness
Because at some point, all of your ignorance truly was bliss

I promise I wont erase you from my previous chapters
I'll be sure to include the heart aches, fights, and laughters
I wont say how I know exactly what pisses you off and how
I'll concentrate on our lives now...

I promise I wont mention how I could've been your fiance first
Because adding gasoline to that fire would be sure to make flames burst
I wont say how someone in this car became a cheater
I'm sure she'll feel like i did, maybe I'll ask when I meet her...

I promise I'm kidding, I wont mess your life up like you did mine,
I just cry at night when I'm alone, admitting to the rest that I'm fine
I wont say how much my stomach hurts to the thought of you
Must be the taste of bad memories or because how much i love you too

I promise my hearts not truly breaking, it just feels like it is
I don't think you'll find anyone who will care as much as i did
I wont say how painful it is when someone brings you up in conversation
I just throw good news in of you to save me from aggravation

I promise to fake a smile when asked about you
And put some good words in the conversation too
I wont put you down or let anyone know the truth
I promise I wont tell anyone else how much i still love you