She Sings A Song Of Memories

Broken hearted princess,
Alone inside her world
Tears threaten to consume
This scared && lonely girl.

Her head rests apon her pillow
As she begins to weep,
She sings to herself, a melody.
That lulls her straight to sleep.

She sings of all the good times
That sadly, were short-lived.
Regretting all the promises
&& How easily, she'd forgive.

She sings a song of memories,
Still wishing that he'd care.
Her voice shakes, she's giving up
"It'll be okay," he'd swear.

She remembers the way he felt
With his arms around her waist.
The way he'd kiss her, so softly
Her thoughts begin to race.

She remembers all the times,
She found his love untrue.
She remembers how he looked at her
The night he said, "I hate you".

She remembers how she's cried
Every single fvcking night.
Knowing, he never cared at all,
But, she'd do anything to make it right.

She remembers him leaving her,
With his child growing inside.
She remembers him telling her,
How much better life'd be if she died.

She remembers the night he set her up
To be beaten, kidnapped, && raped.
She remembers how he said to her,
"I'm sorry I made that mistake".

She remembers how he promised then
That he'd grow up, && be a man.
He said, "I swear, I'll be right here,"
"I'll do whatever I can".

She remembers all the hurtful games,
He keeps playing with her mind.
Between these lies && broken promises
She's lost all faith in mankind.

Yet, she still remembers the way he smiles
&& The way he'd hold her tight
She remembers the taste of his kiss
&& Those long, romantic nights.

She remembers all those hurtful words,
But, her love for him is too strong.
So, she takes her razor in her hand
Still, singing her heart-broken song.

Pressing the razor to her wrist,
She cries into the night,
Bleeding out, she rests her head.
Eyes now shut, so tight.

Come morning she awakens,
Alone again, she sighs
Paints on her smile, her pretty face
&& Hides behind her disguise.

[[True story.. Sadly..]]