Running

Running, running, running,
thats what you did to me,
you made my mind go crazy,
with the thoughts of you seeing me,
i couldn't counterpart the action,
speeding down the highway just to meet our transaction,
i finally met you again,
but in a different fashion...

you made me run on crazy,
my heart-a-thumpin makin me dizzy,
talking about random things that made the lights turn hazy,
but i took the chance and gave you an in,
opened my heart enough just to let you peek in,
why oh why did the lights go dim,

Running, running, running,
thats what you did to me,
you made my mind go crazy,
with the thoughts of you seeing me,
i couldn't counterpart the action,
speeding down the highway just to meet our transaction,
i finally met you again,
but in a different fashion...

you fought through the darkness,
but i wouldn't let you see,
so i closed down the curtain,
changed the lock to your key,
i fight with these emotions,
that stir up within me,
trying to accept the words of your forgiveness,
and the love that you see in me...
but I'm still stuck in the darkness that makes our hearts grow weak....

I'm running, running, running...

wondering how long until your heart stops beating for me.

(This is about a guy i know who i met when i was 12. He use to date my friend-granted at 12 years old dating is nothing-and then he moved away and then we started talking again. This poem is about the night me and my friend went out and she took me to his place...and how he made me feel. We then started dating soon after but i broke up with him the day my grandpa died and now i dont know if i like him for him or for what he says to me. He says he will always be there for me...but i feel bad for that.).