Just another night pacing the halls
preparing myself for when it all falls
trying to get inside your head
but you shut me out instead
i cant keep going like this, its too hard
my past is holding me back, i'm scared
i need you to know i'm trying to understand you
but i cant do it unless you let me through
i wish i could sort through my own thoughts in my brain
because the tears they fall like rain
i wish this never happened, that i could take it all back
the first day we met i was so off track
what to do, what to think, how to deal
i'm just not ready for what i feel
i'm was content with loneliness; with just me
no exceptions this is where i'm supposed to be
im trying to break down these walls and let you in
but i build them higher and higher, i never win
this sad feeling i was so used to
i promised myself i wouldn't go through
i don't where i stand or what to do
its hard enough to tell you let alone feel it too
i guess i have to take it one day at a time
and see where fate takes us, and follow the line.
