Help me

Here i am once again
knowing that you are everything
yet knowing i am nothing

what have i done to deserve you?
i turn my back on you over and over
yet still, you look at me and say
"My child, i love you."

I dont deserve you
I cry out selfishly for you to help, just after ive turned away
yuo dont hesitate, not a moment of doubt

you love me
i dont deserve you

youmwrap your arms around me even after i turn away

your arms are always open even when i i have done enough fo them to be shut

Jesus.
please forgive me, i dont want to turn away
i dont want to walk away

please, help me to give me life to you coz i cant do it on my own...