Evrytime I think of you,
your sweet caress,
your unravelling adoration for me,
I crumble to my knees.
I fall down endlessly.
I close my eyes for a while,
to dream of you,
to once again witness your wonder,
to be with you temporarily.
In denial is what they call my state;
Infuriated is what I feel.
You were brave enough to love me;
You were undoubtingly courageous to leave me.
I was hurt when we parted ways;
I was a mess when you found another.
Am I that easy to be forgotten?
Am I that unworthy to be wanted a little longer?
Whatever happened to forever?
I start to doubt its existence.
The promises you made to me,
It broke me to million pieces.
Tell me how to let go.
Tell me how to love another.
I don't want to feel distress.
I don't deserve this hurt anymore.
