It's really kind of funny
I never thought I'd want a wife
I remember those days when
I just wanted to forget my life
but now that isn't the case
i couldn't forget you if I tried
I just don't feel right anymore
without you by my side
whenever your in pain
I devote myself to make you smile
the entire time I'm barely standing
haven't felt relief in a while
but as bad as my pain is
you matter more to me
dealing with the endless aches
has becomes more like a chore to me
though the pains excruciating
i never let it bring me down
her laugh is all that matters
I'll never let her see me frown
this isn't a burden she should have to bear
cause I paid the price for choices Ive made
all you need to know is when you kiss me
is the only time the pain seems to fade
my girl doesn't worry about me
because I refuse to let her
you ask me how I feel
beside you I couldn't feel better