I feel she deserves more, I know she dose
Other than me, simple because
shes one of a kind, to angelic for me
it doesn't take much, a blind man can see
that I stand alone, forever it seems
no matter my tears, no matter my screams
alone I will stay, without her till
i fall asleep, then my dreams would spill
how much I care for her, truly I do
there I can hold her, if only for a few
moments of her, only hurts me more
for when I awake, my heart beats sore...
...yet...
...If she stood here, in front of me
I could only stutter, unfamiliarity...
I beckon the words, they escape my mind
her beauty overwhelms, leaves me in a bind
until I snap out of it, and look her straight
only for a moment, as I retaliate
to tell her "I love you, your face is my dream"
"I wouldn't have it different, no other theme"
"I am not good to you, no not here"
"I'm to poor" as I hold back a tear
"but in my dreams, I can make you smile"
"I can bring you happiness, if only for a while"
"I can't do that here, it boils down to this"
"I'm me, I can't bring you the bliss"
