I constantly stay up at night
Just to listen, just to think
But all of these things, try as I might
Makes me wonder...what's my meaning?
Am I here only to serve as a warning?
To those that think that my life is fun?
Or am I here to tell you all
That darkness has merely just begun?
Things were much more simple when I was a kid
I could joke, and laugh, and be happy with what I did
But now I worry about what everyone thinks
Mostly when my brother fell in the "drink"
(He nearly drowned...oh he nearly drowned...)
But I think I've begun to realize...
Just before her untimely demise...
I'm here to protect my friends and family...
But only...oh only...if you...and they...will let me.