I just can't believe it's going to be 4 years,
it just seems like it happened yesterday.
I just can't focus on anything when this day is coming up,
you meant my entire life
I just can't see where I am going when you had guide me,
when I needed more of a support
I just need time to think on what we had,
and what I could of done to change
I just wish it was a bad dream, that I still haven't woken up,
that I have been struggling for years now.
I just wish I could see you once again,
and tell you so many things especially I love you.
I just can't wait to see you again,
I can just look up in the stars to see the stars and your pictures, but it's not the same.
I just need one more night to spend with you,
and hold onto you with everything I have!
I just want you to call me again, but never for you to repeat what you had to say...
Because there is no way I plan on saying goodbye to anyone...
I just want you to know, that I'm still waiting for you,
and I just can't forget about you...
After 4 years, I wish wonder, why you did it? And, did you mean to hurt me? I will never get these answers...
