I should have learned by now what to expect
I should just move on instead of living in regret
My heart is broken to the tiniest of pieces
and my heartache never decreases
I'm left with the sorrow of losing you over and over again
I pace back and forth remembering when we were friends
Now it feels as though I'm your worst enemy
and theres no repairing this relationship between you and me
I'm left with the humility
begging for when I can have some tranquility
Instead I'm left with pain and tears
reminiscing of all the years
Looking at my finger at the ring you gave
wishing and hoping this relationship could be saved
all I ever wanted was to be your wife
to love you forever and be by your side
But you have other plans and they don't include me
its always everyone and everything else thats your priority
you never stop to think do I really care
you never open your eyes and see I'm always there
Instead you get angry and stomp your feet
and I can't even talk.. I'm already beat
you leave me with nothing but a sigh
you tell me each time "I hate your"goodbye
I don't know why my heart still yearns for you
I should hate you for all that you do
instead I can't and I allow myself to be
a doormat for yourself is what you made of me
