I Never Knew

I  never knew-
I could cry a million times 
You were the blood in my veins
But I never knew I could love like this
Call me obsessive but he was the only thing on my mind. I tried to block it out , lie and say I wasnt dreaming when you were the only thing my heart beat for.
Baby I never knew it would end like this. You tell me you're busy but it seems like youre only to busy for me. But weve been through this before Id wait a million times just to be by your side, I held you down for so long I didnt know what to say when your love went away.  My heart stayed the same when I said lets just be friends thats not what I wanted so I cried for days.But I never knew, i never knew  you could be so cold. Like you fell through black hole never ending. But I never knew