Sitting, waiting, what do you want from me?
if your really here, then just let me see
maybe their right, its my choice to look
but im scared to see whats up in that nook
that place i hid, myself a long time a go
being the person i always saw as a foe
im faking my life and hiding it now
or have i just lost the ability to allow
let it out now, its okay we're all near
those are the words i've always longed to hear
you don't have to be scared any longer
trust me now, let me help you get stronger
" Im near with you, let yourself believe
dont let it consume you and lead you to decieve
decieve yourself and your true meaning
to be loved and happy, its truly freeing"
maybe your right, ill try it just for second
but what if i really let go and theres no heaven
maybe its my choice and what i choose to believe
even if i choose just to decieve
deceive myself and everything i know to be true
its all falling apart, ill never feel new
but maybe im wrong, and its just temporary
all the weight i feel and seem to carry
maybe its the state of mind i seem to be in
just thinking there possibly cant be an end
a way out of this mess and all thats in it
but if i choose to let go, maybe i can send it
send it away, out of my mind
and accept that there can be peace in due time
i just have to wait and hold on
to the good in my life and not only the wrong
let me focus on the truth and all that is right
this isnt just over, its no single fight
its a choice to be happy and really love
all thats been given from above
if i just choose to let go of all the bull shit
maybe thatll be the day that i really do quit.
ill choose to move past and let go of the hurt
even if they choose to just treat me like dirt
because im better than that, didnt you know
im better than that, i can choose to let go.
