No one can understand the feeling
The manic energy
The crazy love and
The crazy hate
I don't even understand it
The tingling sensation when
I feel the monster inside
Writhing
Creeping
Controlling
Screaming for my blood
Then I scream too
Calling for my very own monster to come out
To show me what it can do
To show the world what it has done to me
The power it holds
Power over my very soul
I can't fight
I can't run
I can only beg
For mercy
For power
For more
I plead for the madness to stop
Then love how it never does
I know it will never end
Only in my dreams
And sometimes not even there
I can't get away
I can't try anymore
I love the torture
The agony
The pain
I can't stop begging
My monster loves it
I love it
The insanity that holds me in its iron grip
The monster that I see in the mirror
Inside me
Sometimes when I look too close
The monster changes places with me
Then when it's on the outside
And I'm in the mirror
I become the monster
