I was just a regular guy,
regular 17 year old,
reading regular stuff in class about Reincarnation,
I thought it was bullshit,
regular, normal bull,
but there is a twist In my seemingly normal life,
I killed myself.
Strait shot to the head,
and all because I couldn�¢ï¿½ï¿½t take it,
the thought of my foster dad taking me away from her,
and all because we are in love,
and she is pregnant....
That�¢ï¿½ï¿½s why I ended it,
Lilly got pregnant,
and he would have moved me away,
because he is a pastor,
and it is a sin to have sex before marriage
but we were in love.
I was selfish,
now here I am,
Lilly is now 32,
im now 15,
my names Thomas,
im stuck...
In my sons...
BODY.
I have to watch Lilly walk around like a zombie,
meds down her throat,
bottle in hand,
cuts at wrist,
I have to watch what I have done,
the shit I left behind,
through my sons eyes,
feel his hate tword me,
and why?
Because,
Karma is a b***.
