I am wishing you called
wondering how it got this far
as i hear the thoughts in my head.
I see where my life can go
wanting an easier answer.
I am wishing you called
pretending everything will be okay
feeling scared and alone
as I touch my stomach.
I worry if this is right
crying when I walk into the room because
I am wishing you called.
I understand what has been done
so I try to live without looking back.
I hope this child is just as the past, but still
I am wishing you called.
