You left in a hurry no time to waste.
You said that you had to, that it wasn't me,you hate. Something was wrong your Little brother needed you, well i needed you to.
The test came back positive and the line was blue, this little boy i hoped would look exactly like you. Maybe you sensed it maybe u already knew and thats why you left me.
Your phone you wouldn't answer your voice i could not hear. My tummy it grew i told everyone you were coming and you loved this baby to they just assumed you knew.
Then one day i seen you driving you were holding hands with her i closed my eyes and looked away. my due date was only 9 weeks away.
I was sitting on the bench where you first had promised me. I guess you seen me there with my over sized tummy, you looked at me confused. You started walking over, and stumbled with your words hello Jessi how are you? gaining weight i see.
With all the hate I'd stored unbelievably i couldn't express it to you, i said good one no I'm pregnant Ryan, I'm due in just 6 days. You looked at me and said, who is the lucky guy. With tears in my eyes i looked away the words you asked for i couldn't bring myself to say, sick of waiting once again you turned and walked the other way.
5 days later much in pain i lied in the hospital all alone, and i prayed that you would have known. about that time the doors flung open and it was you standing there. Putting the pieces all together you figured out the words i was to puzzled to say. that lucky guy is you.
