Two months sure came fast for us; hit us hard. Some days i was crying myself to sleep, and other days gave me some of the best memories so far.
Month one; we spent every second that we could together. It was perfect; we had one fight. But it didn't last long; and we were back together in just a few days. I was so happy every moment i spent with him, and Ive fallen so deeply in love. I never thought id find anyone who makes my heart feel so complete; the way he does.
Month two; heres where things got hard and almost tore us apart. Things became confusing and almost impossible; we didn't give up though. He got put in AEP(alternative school)... and he has been away from me this entire month. Not seeing him everyday kills me; but I'm staying strong. My parents don't like him anymore; he can be somewhat of a trouble maker. Lucky for me; and my heart, he isn't giving up. Hes changing; becoming a better person. Because of me.
I tried to hold on tight; but got lost somewhere along the way and started talking to someone else. My friends and family fell for this other guys act and lies. At first; i started to, too. But my heart still belongs to Cory, so i re-opened my eyes; and stopped falling for this guys lies and saw the truth. While my head and everyone around me was saying; Devin. My heart still screamed Cory's name. I almost got lost completely and chose Devin; but i decided to block out my head and everyone Else's opinions. I followed my heart; I chose Cory.
Its funny; i was falling apart, breaking more everyday. Yet when i chose Cory; the tears stopped, the pain went away, and it became so easy to smile again. I could breathe; i didn't have to force myself to get out of bed. Everything got better. My broken heart; is healing. More and more every single day. I have him to thank.
This is only month number two; we will have plenty more together. Some may be hard; others easy, but no matter what we will always have each other to keep us and our love strong.
