Head vs. Heart

Stuck between desire and friends
It's where i've been for a while
Wanting you to be mine
Or simply just making you smile

My heart has been torn in two
But somehow not yet broken
I'm sinking down into the depths
Just welcoming the choking

I want you to be happy
With whatever path you tread
But remember that no matter what
You'll forever be in my head

My heart it seems, has a different story
And it kills me to have to tell
But someday you can't be there
Because I need to escape this hell