My Secret Heroin

You are my secret Heroin.

Your golden hair,
hypnotic eyes.
sturdy chest
amazing mind.

everything about you- draws me in.

The only one who can
make me feel completely amazing
and horrible at the same time.

I know its probably not good for me,
but i can never say no.
or go without you too long.

my secret heroin.
i wish i could end your power over me.
but i can never last long without
the feel of having you in my arms once more.

i can feel my body- my mind
deteriorate.
with- and without you.

my secret heroin.
My Heaven
and
My Hell.
Came packaged together.
behind those golden-hazel eyes.
my Secret Heroin.